How I view the God and the Goddess:
I believe in energy. It has already been proven that humans store
energy . We’ve all felt the
transference of emotion between someone who is angry or sad and someone who
is in a good mood. We know inherently that we can be silly and make someone we
care about laugh, or it has been proven that the power of prayer
can work in ‘mysterious’ ways.
When I was growing up, I went to church (we were Southern
Baptist) and I hated it. I hated the feeling of being in church. The energy
didn’t feel right. These people that I sat with felt dead on the inside. They
came out of obligation, and it was almost too much for me most Sundays. As a
matter of fact, I came to hate Sundays with a passion. My father would wake up
and something would always put him in a bad mood. We’d solemnly get ready for
church, listen to him complain about whatever it is he could complain about
(the kids, a fight with our mother, the traffic, etc.) and listen to this God
awful church music.
I hated the whole experience.
And it didn’t make sense. Why pray to some far away being
when there was all of this good energy around you? Why not just use that to
make it happen?? Even at a young age, I was frustrated with Christianity.
When I discovered Wicca, it was like the floodgates of
positive emotion came bursting open. Suddenly, I could practice things that
interested me, not some standoffish
preacher who was only interested in those who lined his pockets. I could
research my own spirituality, I could practice when and how I wanted to!
And so I began to think about what ‘God’ really meant to me.
I believe that the God and the Goddess are the same energy.
Exactly the same. In nature, there is duality and so to honor that duality, we
speak of the God and the Goddess as though they are two separate beings ….two
sides of the same coin. (Think the Holy Trinity.) That God/Goddess energy flows
through and around us, in the air we breathe, the land we walk on, and the
people we love. And I believe that being a Witch means understanding the power
of that energy, opening himself up to it and then channeling it for his
purpose. I know in Wicca the rede is “An
it harm none do what ye will” , but I believe it’s silly to not realize
that just like there is positive energy, there is negative energy. And some
people work with negative energy whether we agree with it or not.
The power of duality.
In later posts, I will explore various African gods and
goddesses who represent that God/Goddess energy. But I realize that the energy
that I tap into whenever I work magic is of the God/Goddess and the gods and
goddesses that might adorn my altar are simply representation. Sounds simple,
but it took me a long time to understand that.
So that’s what I think the God and Goddess are. The same
energy. Organic energy that flows all around and through us.
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